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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

A collection of handmade stuff

I have been looking for some spare time to made some funny stuff.

Eventually, I have made two folders and a book.These stuff will be the Christmas present to all of my dear friend.

I hope you will like it. Some more later...

(P.S. I do think the rabbit is so adorable. It does look like a Ju Bao Bao)

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Monday, September 29, 2008

Lascia Ch'io pianga

I like this song so much. I think you may feel familiar with this song since it may be played in the wedding party, however, this is a very sad song according to the text.

The English translation:

Leave me to languish,

leave me to die here,

fate holds me captive that once was free,

fate holds me captive that once was free,

Come bitter anguish, come grief and sorrow,

worthless and empty my life shall be,

worthless and empty my life shall be.

I always can connect songs with different pictures. While I was singing this song, I could imagine that I was lying  in the water which was very still and calm, however my heart was sinking to the very deep blue sea.


Sunday, September 14, 2008

relief from the forgiveness

I sent my teacher an e-mail after the disaster, I never expected that she would give me the reply.

Here is the reply:

Silly Billy Kesse,
 
Don't feel so bad ....... But you were not that bad as you thought.

Jennie

My dearest Jennie, I promise I will pay 110% effort on my singing.


Thursday, September 11, 2008

disaster from the arrogance

I heard a very weird but heart breaking comment from my vocal teacher "Darling why you can sing so well in

these songs but bad in those warm up exercise?"I really wanted to cry since I felt really bad. My teacher

said" don't loss the quality of the low note, since you can have better development later on. YOU ARE DOING

VERY GOOD IN THE high note but. Dont lost the tome colour of the low note!" My tears really wanted to

roll down my cheek. Once and again I blamed myself because of my huge mistake.

But after I thought why I was so stupid. I realized one thing--- I am too
arrogant that I thought I could skip all the basic things. Then I remembered
when I was small how I practiced the piano. I practiced to cry all the
time. The scale was the one which bothered me a lot. Same as the
strings, practiced until there were water blisters on the finger tips,
they were painful but I knew I had to practice. The level of importance
was just like a baby needed to practice how to balance before they could walk.

"There is a blessing behind each disaster." I do believe in this.

My dear God, please let me remember this bad feeling from now on, so I won't be arrogant or lazy anymore.


Sunday, August 17, 2008

portable CD player

When everyone enjoys the latest high-tech products (NDS, MP3), I am eventually back to basic. I bought a portable CD player yesterday. I was fond of my new CD player. The feeling was very good when the music is all around me.It's just like you were dancing and twirling, your fluffy dress was flying in the wind. Once again, I have proved that being annoyed by the world is a kind of romance. There is only music and me in the peace world. There is no place for the others. The feeling is just like when you are very concentrate on your singing or playing your piano.Everyting is blurry even though your eyes are wide open. What you can only think and listen is the melody line and your very own singing or playing.

Being love is so great.



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